Yesterday I was chatting with a friend and it caused me to evaluate a few things in my life....again. I am such a "figure outer". I can't even count the times I've tried to fix myself. And, believe me, there's plenty of stuff to fix. There's a perfect example right there. Talking negative about myself. But that's not what I wanted to talk about today.
Lately I've been very overwhelmed with my life. 6 kids, 7 pets, blah, blah,blah. Everyone's heard it all before. I'm not complaining, just stating that it's overwhelming me. So, during this conversation with a friend, I realized that I tend to find things to distract me away from my responsibilities. I add on more so I don't have to deal with what I have already on my plate. Or I run away to the TV or the comptuter and try to ignore the overwhelming storm of my life. Funny, I'm at the computer now, but this time it's different. Makes me think of when you're watching TV and a commercial comes up to tell you to stop watching TV and go outside and play. Kinda ironic.
Anyway, so, I'm going to try to face my life head on. It's really scary ad I'm actually tearing up right now as I think about it, but I gotta do it. I asked for this life, so I gotta live it. I will be blogging every once in a while to report on my progress. But, other than that, my computer time will be limited. My house and my family need me. Thanks for listening.
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